Journal Note: January 11, 2007
 
Just a note to let you all know that I saw the doctor again today as scheduled, and that after weighing all the tests, exam, etc., he pronounced me fit enough to continue with my chemo treatment (Yayyy!), so I had that done today, which was a relief.
 
He also said that he thought that the resumption of coughing blood that I’ve had this past week was probably not due to increased tumor activity, but that more likely with all the coughing from bronchitis that I had injured something down in my lung area that was causing it, it happened just too quickly.  I also asked him about fluid on the lung, and if there was any a week ago when I had my last X-Ray (I forgot to ask last week), and he said only a minimal amount.  So, things are looking up again, and my roller coaster is coming out of the downward spin, and beginning to climb again!
 
I do feel quite a bit better after taking antibiotics, and while coughing is still a problem and will be for some weeks (I’ve always done that with bronchitis, even as a child), I feel stronger, and with the Lord’s help my spirits are improving.
 
Jim and I are deep into trying to take care of a lot of things that simply got left when we moved, because I became ill so quickly afterward, so our home will look better, feel better, and function much better.  It is actually probably best that more wasn’t done at that time, because Jim hates doing things twice, and there is much that we thought would be best this way or that, and it hasn’t worked out well because of something we either didn’t know, or didn’t think to consider.  So, a lot of it only has to be done once, instead of all of it being done twice.
 
We have a lot of painting coming up in the next few months, but with the ceilings we have in the bedrooms and living room, Jim will be spared that, which is really a bonus, considering how high they are, and would be quite difficult to paint.  Painting is not one of his favorite things, and while I don’t mind painting, I can’t do it now.  However, with the new low or “no” VOC (Volatile Organic Compound) paints that are completely non-toxic, I think we’ll be able to paint without having to wait until summer at least in parts of the house, which will give us a jump on things. 
 
We’ve already begun to make some changes, and are trying to focus on plans for the rest to get things moving along, so things will get really busy now for awhile as we transition from the quiet of the past couple of months.  After our busy summer it was kind of nice to take a rest, but it’s time to get moving forward again, and we’re headed in that direction.
 
We drove home tonight under clear skies, after a very cold day for this area, and there was some ice and snow coming over the summit, but slow driving worked fine, and as we turned onto Highway 96 to head home we were greeted by the first real snowfall I’ve ever seen in that area (only because I don’t get out much).  It was only half an inch or so, but was beautiful, quiet, and we only met a car or two all along the way.  There was snow on the road for about 15 miles, but it was in the low 20’s at about 8 pm, and although it didn’t warm up much, there was no further ice or snow, and the road was clear the rest of the way home.  A beautiful night’s drive after a long, long day.  We arrived home about 9 pm, and had spent most of the trip talking about changes we’re considering at home.  It’s now midnight and Jim just went to bed.  I will not sleep much tonight, even though I only had 2 hours sleep last night due to the steroid I take, but will try to rest soon, too.
 
I will return to the doctor three weeks from today, back on my regular schedule.
 
Jim did some grocery shopping after our appointments, as we didn’t quite finish last week, and there are some new dishes I want to try, in an effort to “up” my good protein with more Salmon and other fish and poultry dishes mostly, and other new dishes of good nutritional value that are very important for me to have right now as I’m focusing on trying to improve my immune system function, so I don’t get sick again.  I will have to try to keep a balance of keeping moving as much as possible, but not overdoing to the point of defeating that balance, or I’ll get ill again.  I find that when my appetite flags, or it is difficult to eat because things taste like cardboard, a sweet sauce, or a hint of sweet or tangy taste helps, so I’m going to focus on those things right now to see how well it works.
 
I’m looking forward to getting a lot of things done tomorrow (I always plan too much, of course), my last day to take the steroid this round, since I need to “make hay while the sun shines,” so to speak; when it wears off the side effects rush in, and I crashed pretty hard the last two times.  We’re going to move the living room around (again) and I’m going to try to get my guest room ready soon to put my treadmill up in there, although I probably won’t be in shape to use it for a few weeks yet.  Have to walk before I can walk faster, you know…
 
It seems everywhere I look I see something I want to do, and a number of times I’ve said “As I look over this way…” and Jim says, “Well, then don’t look over that way!”  Now he is getting down to saying, “I could poke out your eyes if it’s a problem, you know…”
 
It’s all in fun, and that’s a good sign.
 
Love to all of you,
 
Marcie and Jim
On the Klamath River
 


 

                    

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